Dear Family and Friends,
It is the time of year when our family looks back on the previous year to reflect on what God has done. And then to look forward to the coming year, asking for God to lead our steps and plans. One of the things that becomes so obvious as we look back on this past year is how God worked so powerfully through our weakness. We are becoming more and more aware of how big God is and how small we are. How strong He is and how weak we are. How powerful He is and how we are in such great need of His power to work in us and through us. We know now more than ever before that we can do nothing apart from Christ, but that we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us.
This past year has been such a great example of how God brings beauty out of ashes. How He makes all things beautiful in His time. Of how His grace is sufficient and His power made perfect in weakness. How He works all things together for our good. And that He is exceedingly, abundantly beyond all that we can ask or imagine.
At the beginning of the year, I shared about how I struggled with God's call to homeschool our kids. So much of my struggle was related to my feeling like this call was far too big for me on many levels. It made me realize how great my need is for God - not just daily - but moment to moment. And yet it has been through this struggle to see and know God moment to moment that we are growing both individually and as a family into people who understand more about who God is and who we are.
I wrote a poem that communicates some of the ways God has moved in us this year and demonstrated His immeasurable goodness to us. We share this with you below, once again thanking you for praying and financially supporting us through this past year. Someone recently said to me that "our testimony is in the test" . . . basically meaning that when we let others walk with us through our pain, they get to see the work of God happening as it happens. Our vulnerability with you is related to our desire for you to watch God weave the story of His grace through our lives as it happens. We pray that you see over and over again that . . . we are weak, but He is strong. And we pray that our testimony would encourage you as you walk with your God.
The Immeasurably More God
One day she just could not find you
She was experiencing such intense pain
You told her that you were with her
And that "The Immeasurably More God" was your name
She could not imagine how you would do it
Fulfill that promise to be more than she could believe
But now looking back on this amazing year
She is in awe of the Immeasurably More story that you have weaved
Her family's year began with two broken vehicles
And a boy who was sad because he missed his school buddies
A husband who felt restless and wondering
And a Mom who felt that she was going nutty
Their year now ends with two great vehicles
That should, by God's grace, last awhile
And a boy who now has a great group of friends
Into our car for airsoft gun wars they all pile
The husband who was restless
Is now excited about a new dream
Teaching accounting, discipling students, and working on projects
And coordinating an ACSI reevaluation to assist the administration team
And the Mom who felt she was going nutty
Is now filled with thankfulness and praise
Sometimes she can't quite even believe
How much everything is becoming new in so many beautiful ways.
She is developing a love and appreciation for her husband
As an inspiring spiritual leader of her family
She enjoys listening to him each afternoon
And is learning to think more of "we" and less of "me"
She is passionately embracing motherhood
Like she never has before
Being with her kids morning, noon, and night
Is changing and transforming her at her core
She is watching her daughter grow in godliness
Sewing gifts for others, caring for children, and teaching English at a school
Passionately leading her group of Bible Study girls
And loving kids at the orphanage – she has certainly been God's tool.
The son is growing so much this year
As he reflects more on the things he says and does and thinks
The Mom enjoys watching him love and lead little boys
Each word that comes from Will's mouth is like a cup of cold water that they drink.
The lesson this Mom is learning during this season of her life
Is to obey her God and follow Him to the unknown place
To depend on Him for light for each step
And to trust that in obeying and following and depending – she will truly experience His grace.
So as they end this year of school at home
She sees how her family has grown both deep and broad
In their knowledge and understanding
Of the Immeasurably More Than They Can Ask or Imagine God
Thank you once again for so faithfully walking with us. It is a comfort for us to know that we are part of a team of people who are accompanying us on this journey and are investing in the work that God is doing through us. We so appreciate you!
Peace and love to you,
Lisa (Dan, Rebekah, and Will) Van Zoest